@$#%@!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so sick of all this fucking crap that's going on in this fucking family. Yeah, I said I wouldn't cuss anymore, but right now I couldn't care less. They say family is supposed to stick together and support each other. If that's what family is, I have no family. My friends treat me way better than my so called family. I wouldn't even care if they decide to disown me right this second. What kind of fucking asshole pushes a girl into a wall over a fucking laptop?! MY FUCKING ASSHOLE LITTLE BROTHER PUSHED ME INTO A WALL CAUSE I WAS TELLING HIM TO STOP USING THE LAPTOP CAUSE I WANTED TO USE IT! AND INSTEAD, MY MOM FUCKING CHOOSES TO GO ON HIS SIDE! NO SURPRISE! I WOULD RATHER BE ADOPTED THAN BE IN THIS SHITHOLE! HE DOESN'T EVEN SHOW ANY RESPECT TO ANY OF US AND HE GETS EVERY FUCKING THING HE WANTS. OH MOM, CAN I GO ON THE LAPTOP? MOM, CAN I EAT SOMETHING, IM HUNGRY? FOR THE THIRD FUCKING TIME IN THE HOUR!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY AND NEVER COMING BACK. WHO CARES WHERE I END UP, WHO CARES WHAT HAPPENS TO ME. I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY.