Blehk.

Hey guys.

Ugh. My heart hurts. Stupid thing, just die or get over him. Preferably get over him.

I don't think he would read this anyways. Sometimes I am over him, and then I see him at school the next day.

And all of it just comes rushing back.

Maybe I should skip school for a few days. Maybe a month. Or two.

Can I just move to San Francisco when my aunt and uncle come from the Philippines.

I could just move in with them.

Or I move to the Philippines and live in that empty apartment that belongs to our family. 

But, I don't feel like leaving anyone behind except for him. 

Well, bye.

You guys might think I'm whiny cause I've only been talking about him a LOT lately.